| we keep running for the thrill of it |
[4. 13. 09 // @ 11 : 56 pm] |
I've been spending a lot of time with my high school friends lately and it just made me appreciate life so much more. i know how cheesy that sounds but you know how sometimes, life becomes too much like a routine already? and we do the same thing over and over again? i dunno, i guess i was so sick of that kind of life, and i didn't even realize it until i went back to the basics...i disappeared from the world and immersed myself into this sanctuary far from all the craziness i've let myself get trapped into. just GOOD, CLEAN, CHILL, moments with people who know you best and just don't bullshit with you. the people who wouldn't give a damn if they saw your boob pop out of your bikini, or those that wont let your barok words slide. Those that could tease you about the past but be sensitive enough to know what makes you feel bad or down. These are the people that will pick you up every time you need a ride because they know your presence matters. these are the people that matter. these are the people that care. At some point during my rush through freshman year, i saw myself lost and stuck in some parrallel universe; i couldn't leave because a part of me needed it to grow up, and truth be told, i did grow up... a lot. it scares me because i don't want to lose myself. i don't want to forget. After all that has been said and done about being different and having found others, i find myself a bit sunkissed from the city's sun. Yup, it was yet another trip buddina beach and it feels like nothing has changed at all.
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[3. 19. 09 // @ 12 : 12 am] |
“ It sucks being the footnote to someone else’s love story ”- Brooke
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| food for thought |
[1. 19. 09 // @ 12 : 07 am] |
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taking the risk makes everything worth it. :)
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| unbuttoned |
[1. 12. 09 // @ 12 : 18 am] |
Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life.
We're meant to lose the people we love. How else are we supposed to know how important they are?
Did I ever tell you I been struck by lightning seven times?
You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You can swear and curse the fates; but in the end, you have to let go.
It's funny how sometimes the people we remember the least make the greatest impression on us.
You never know what's comin' for ya.
It's a funny thing about comin' home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You'll realize what's changed is you.
For what it's worth, it's never too late, or in my case too early - to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit; stop whenever you want. You can change, or stay the same - there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.
Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss.
I wanna remember us just as we are now.
benjamin button in shades <3
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| 2008 THE GREAT |
[12. 27. 08 // @ 11 : 21 pm] |
this year, i grew up...
in 5 days and beyond, i will continue growing up.
here's to 2008, the great and
here's to 2009, it'll be divine
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[12. 15. 08 // @ 9 : 54 pm] |
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PET PEEVE.
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[12. 7. 08 // @ 6 : 17 pm] |
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when was the last time you did something new? something unexpected?
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[11. 19. 08 // @ 6 : 26 pm] |
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i hate not talking... and i hate ignoring...
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| random thoughts... |
[11. 10. 08 // @ 10 : 58 pm] |
i was so excited to get back to the "school routine" then i get a text from my mother asking me to text all my friends and ask if they're alive and okay since apparently there was a shootout in school and 3 died... damn... VIRGINIA TECH MUCH?
on another note, i have this friend... i wanna help my friend because i love my friend, but my friend won't let me all because my friend thinks i'm not strong enough to help him out with his situation... what do i do??
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